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lovenlustnlouse: For sale. Make offer in my ask!!

Thu, 17 May 2012 14:41:41 -0400

lovenlustnlouse:

For sale. Make offer in my ask!!

jstforkicks: hatchmoblog: Couldn’t decide which ones to...

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 22:41:19 -0400

jstforkicks:

hatchmoblog:

Couldn’t decide which ones to wear.

99s duh…if they’re wearable….prob are…so 99s

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Mon, 16 Apr 2012 22:40:37 -0400

lovenlustnlouse: TUPAC IS STILL ALIVE. Tupac Hologram?! 1.There...

Mon, 16 Apr 2012 21:38:47 -0400

lovenlustnlouse:

TUPAC IS STILL ALIVE. Tupac Hologram?!

1.There were never any pictures released of Tupac in the hospital.

2.The video “I ain’t Mad at Cha” was released a few days after his death. The video shows Tupac as an angel in heaven.

3.In the song “Life Goes On”, Tupac raps about his own funeral.

4.he driver of the car in which Tupac was riding, Suge Knight (the exectutive producer of Death Row Records), didn’t show up for questioning about the shooting.

5.In interviews prior to the shooting, Tupac talked about how he wanted to stop rapping and being a gangsta and get out of the limelight. What is the only way Tupac could completly escape the media spotlight ??? (Answer: if the public thought he was dead.)

6.There are no suspects for the shooting.

7.Press wasn’t going to be allowed at the funeral, but then the funeral was cancelled for unknown reasons.

8.Tupac always wore a bulletproof vest, no matter where he went. Surely he would have worn it to a very public event like a Tyson fight.

9.In most of his songs he talks about being buried, so why was he allegedly creamated the day after he “died”? And since when do they creamate someone the day after death?

10.The white cadillac containing the assailants..was never found…How could this be when Vegas is in the middle of a desert?

11.The white cadillac containing the assailants..was never found…How could this be when Vegas is in the middle of a desert?
There’s a small Black community on the North side of town..This strip is only about 8 blocks long.. The attackers were Black.. Where did they go? Where did they hide? The white cadillac containing the gunmen passes a entourage of 2Pac’s boys..many of them body guards… No one gives chase..and there are no witness…There were no witnesses on the street… How come? Why not?

12.The name of 2Pac’s next album is Machiavelli.. He was an Italian war strategist who faked his death to fool his enemies… Perhaps 2Pac is doing the same thing..

13.2Pac was cremeated the day after he died… Since when does someone get creamated the day after a murder… There was no autospy????

14.2Pac’s vehicle got shot 12 times and Suge didn’t get hit once.. He was ‘grazed’ by a bullet.. Why did 2Pac get shot all those times and Suge not get hit?

15.The memorial services that were open to the public were cancelled in both Los Angeles and Atlanta…

16.The first album after Tupac’s “death” was released in November of 1996: Makaveli: Don Killuminati: The 7 Day Theory.

17. one year later, R U Still Down? is released in stores (November of ‘97). This was a full 14 months after the performer’s death, and Tupac appeared in three videos in support of the album. When questioned about this, Tupac’s manager Robert Bloomenstein said, “Tupac was a forward-thinking man. His performances in those videos were shot more than two months before his unfortunate ‘death,’ and in no way should indicate that Tupac is still alive.”

18.That’s when Tupac released 2pac’s Greatest, a greatest hits compilation that included six new tracks.

19.The next few years turned out to be the most prolithic of Tupac’s recording career. Still I Rise (with Outlawz) hit the scene in December of 1999. The “Lost” Tapes: Circa 1989 appeared in April of 2000 and The Rose that Grew from Concrete came in November of that same year. Tupac recorded tracks for Suge Knight Represents: Chronic 2000, a compilation of all of the artists Suge Knight claimed to have killed. He also performed live for an album called Funkmaster Flex & Big Kap: The Tunnel. New Tupac tracks then turned up on Cellblock Compilation: Face Off II and Too Gangsta for Radio, before an album of all-new Tupac tracks, Until the End of Time, appeared in 2001.

20.Record company executives claimed that these tracks were also recorded years before; yet this is contradicted by the timeliness of the lyrics. Tupac makes references to the film Armageddon in one track and in another he congratulates the Denver Broncos on winning the Super Bowl - both events taking place well after Shakur was supposedly in the grave.

21.When that fact is coupled with the references to the World Trade Center attack in one track of Better Dayz plus the curious title of the B-side single Empty Coffin.

21 EXCUSES!!! YOU CAN NOT TELL ME ALL OF THIS IS AN ACCIDENT, OR COINCIDENCE!!!

And here is the video with the very MANY mistakes in the OFFICIAL CORONERS REPORT. The man his mother requested to take the body, had access to MANY other bodys that would be cremated if the familys did not come forward to take them or plan a funeral for them. Heres the video of the report & the mistakes in it, not to mention the SSN on the report is STILL ACTIVE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OotQAzcUpOU

TUPAC IS STILL ALIVE YOUR ARGUMENT IS INVALID!!!

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 14:15:34 -0400

1enny: alanore: kk. doing this LMFAO THE LAST ONE WITH THE...

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:58:31 -0400

1enny:

alanore:

kk. doing this

LMFAO THE LAST ONE WITH THE DUCK

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:56:54 -0400

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:56:29 -0400

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:55:40 -0400

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:54:07 -0400

Glad to know your doing better... if u ever just need to talk to someone im here :)

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:49:31 -0400

Hey! How've you been?

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:42:13 -0400

I’ve been doing A LOT better :)

Welcome back, glad to hear you're doing well (:

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:40:24 -0400

Thanks love <3

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:34:10 -0400

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:33:35 -0400

My very complicated story....

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:28:00 -0400

Suicide. Some of you that talk to me, or some of you who just follow me may have heard I committed suicide on Nov.30th.

It’s complicated and It’s a long story…. I had attempted suicide, after that I was under suicide watch at the hospital for two and a half weeks. I’ve had therphy once a week sense then and I’ve been a lot better. :)

This girl on tumblr, who I’ve only talked to a few times, heard that I overdosed and sent to the hospital. And without knowing the whole story, told everyone I committed suicide and claimed my mom called her to confirm I died at the hospital tonight. She never had my mom’s number, and my mom never had hers. My mom doesn’t have anyone’s number from tumblr lol
Why would anyone from tumblr have your parents number in the first place?
The only people out of my friends who have my mom’s number is my boyfriend, and my best friend I’ve known sense I was in 3rd grade.

My mom came home from work and found me laying on my bed not moving or awake but breathing. I was sent to the hospital and my stomach was pumped. This was the second time I’ve attempted to commit suicide. When I woke up, my grandmother had a long talk with me. She told me that I’m not meant to die yet, I’m suppose to be here on earth because god is looking over me and isn’t letting me die. She said I have a purpose in life, and I may not know what it is, but I am suppose to be here. I attempted suicide twice, and I’m still here. This made me relies the fact that I was being selfish and I wasn’t thinking threw what I was doing. Some people told me “You’re stupid to throw your life away over some guy”. Not very many people understood, It wasn’t just about some guy. He wasn’t just some guy, he was someone I had known for very long, someone I grew up with, someone I loved more than anything. Someone I dated for a very long time. He was almost the only thing I knew. What people don’t get was, It wasn’t just about him. That was just my breaking point. A lot of other stuff was going on in my life that was so hard for me.

So…. After that, and after her telling everyone I basically was dead. I just really wanted to move on from the situation, I didn’t wana have to explain to everyone about my situation and what happened, while I myself still wasn’t completely better or over what had happened. I didnt want to hear how angry and upset people were at me because I did that to myself. I didn’t want to see how much I hurt others by my actions. I didn’t wana hear bullshit from those “hate anons” or people who just dont care, and send hate off anon, that would say that I tried to fake my own death, or some other made up bullshit and say a lot of other horrible things that I really didn’t need to hear at that time. I was already going through a lot. So what did I do? Once again I ran away from my problems… I didn’t notice til recently I was taking a step backwards. I wasn’t taking the consequences for my actions, I was running away. That was exactly what I was doing by attempting to commit suicide. Running away from my problems.

I needed support from my family, and I needed to get out and stop being so depressed. I needed to met new people, move on with my life and the whole situation. All my friends knew him or had something to do with him. Half my friends were only my friend because I was dating him. A lot of them stopped talking to me and thought I was “phyco” after trying to commit suicide.

I was told by my therapist that I shouldn’t sit at home on the computer and be depressed all day long. She said there’s nothing wrong with blogging but I needed real friends too.

So I just left tumblr for awhile and stopped blogging and wrote all my thoughts and feelings in a journal instead. I didn’t get the feedback or the support on my thoughts like I did with tumblr, but I still got my emotions out. But it wasn’t the same.

I’ve wanted to start blogging again, and I really don’t care anymore what people think or say about me, I have my own opinion about me. And I’m always going to love myself no matter what. but there’s so many people I would have to try and explain to, and with most of them, It’s not even there business. but I need to face reality and move on. I’m the same ciara I was before I tried to kill myself, I was just going through a lot. I don’t think most people get that. Most people talk to me like I’m a little kid, or they are careful about what they say to me.

I’m having my last therapy session next friday…. And I’m alot better. I’m back to being my normal self again. I’m happy again. And I’ve learned that there is only two things you can do in life, because fucked up shit is going to happen to you. THATS LIFE. but you can chose weather to make the best out of a bad situation and be positive. Or you can make the worst out of a bad situation and be negative. The happiest people don’t have perfect lives, they just don’t let bad things affect them to much. They don’t let it change how they think about themselves. They make the best out of what they have, what happens and comes there way.

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Sat, 28 Jan 2012 16:07:43 -0500

I wish you knew how I really feel about you

Wed, 30 Nov 2011 12:01:46 -0500

love-faithfully:

How I wish I could see you every day. I always get this feeling that you’re probably okay without me. You probably have forgotten about us. I’m so Afraid of losing you all over again because it’s just too much to handle. I admit, I know it’s not the same anymore but I’ll do anything for you to stay.

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Tue, 29 Nov 2011 21:05:01 -0500

I always loved you. Always.

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 19:40:00 -0500